Amanda Carrasco

She Overcame and Changed the World

Love Looks Different For Different People

We all think love should look just one way. Love should equate to relationship – usually healthy and strong. I would like to propose that that notion is false. 

There are people in my life (and thankfully quite a few) that are easy to love people. We do have that strong and healthy relationship. They get me- I get them. We enjoy each other’s company. We likely challenge each other because love also can include talking about mistakes and ways we can be better. 

Then, in this broad spectrum, is a variety of people who are varying degrees of “less easy to love”.  The relationship may have bumps and ripples. It may take more time, effort and resources to show love to these people, but I’m trying to do my best. 

I don’t see anywhere in the Bible that God tells me I don’t have to love everyone- in fact I often find the exact opposite. This is where the greatest challenge comes because I find Christ asking me to love my enemies but also to not be a doormat. What do healthy boundaries look like with hard or impossible to love people. This is not a perfect black and white answer as so many Christians would like; moreso when they want to force a relationship with someone who doesn’t want one with them or they just want to judge someone else. 

There are people that have said and done some hurtful, disrespectful and maybe even hateful things towards me. How do I love them? There are some people that I have wrestled with where those boundaries should lie and I believe that it lies with not having contact. Having contact would result in more wounding, anger and possibly even a reaction on my part that would be much less than loving. I didn’t come to this place in a moment decision. I didn’t come to this place as a form of retribution. I really believe that this is the most loving action I can do at this moment in time. 

It saddens me to be here. I also constantly re-evaluate because at any time there could be a change and God could call me to take a step of faith to a different place. We should never be content that there is a broken relationship with someone but we also need to be ok that non contact can be a healthy and loving thing. The Bible says that as far as it lies with me, to be at peace with all men. Sometimes peace may mean distance. You can forgive from afar. You can forgive and not have relationship. 

Life is not all roses and gum drops. Life is a journey with all kinds of twists and turns along the way. I will navigate some of those well – and others not so well. I don’t have to take everyone along for the ride but I will do my best to love. It’s going to look different to different people, and that’s ok. 


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About Me

As a thriving survivor and registered victim of crime, Amanda Carrasco has used her experiences to impact the lives of her community and those impacted by the justice system. She is a dynamic speaker, consultant, and leader who values community and justice. 

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